Otalia - Finally

Title: Finally

Fandom: Otalia

Rating: NC-17

Disclaimer: Since the stiff suits at CBS, P&G, and Telenext own them, I only get to play with them and pretend this really happened. Where’s that stabby knife/voodoo smilie thing when you need it?!

Summary: They’re finally alone and Olivia is finally home.

Spoilers: For the 9/10/09 episode

A/N: Since we’ll never actually see it, I decided to write it.

A/N2: This took much longer to write than I expected. I don’t know if that’s a good sign or bad sign. I probably thought about it too much and when I do that, the fic tends to suck. Good luck to those who can brave it.

 

Natalia hugged Rafe and watched him walk away down the sidewalk. Ashlee was waiting for him at the end and she gave a sweet wave before turning to follow him. Natalia turned to see Olivia standing in the doorway, holding two steaming cups of coffee, and for a few seconds, Natalia forgot to breathe. The warm, orange glow of the light from inside the house bathed Olivia in an etheral glow, making her look every inch the goddess that Natalia knew she was.

 

“We’re finally alone,” Natalia got out around the lump in her throat. Olivia smiled and stepped further onto the porch, stretching out a mug to her.

 

“And Emma’s asleep too.”

 

Natalia held the cup but didn’t take a sip. She simply held it close to her heart, “I can’t believe you’re actually here.”

 

“Me either, honestly. I was so sure it was over.” Olivia’s voice broke.

 

Natalia finally let the tears fall that she had been holding back for so long. She finally felt safe to let herself feel the fear that had crept into her, the fear that she had lost Olivia for good. She wiped at the tears and set her mug down. She reached for Olivia’s and set it down beside hers, taking the older woman’s hands in her own.

 

“It was never over, Olivia, and it never will be. Ever.” Her words failed her at that moment. There were so many thoughts running through her head, things she wanted to say, but all she could do was revel in the all-consuming warmth of the hands in her own, the electric connection between her and Olivia - the strongest force she’d ever known.

 

She was at a loss and Olivia was staring at her with those hypnotic eyes, so she did what she had wanted for so long. She leaned in and kissed her. It was soft and slow, almost teasing, and that simple gesture knocked her off balance. She pulled away and felt her whole body sway, but the hands in her own held her tight.

 

“Wow,” she opened her eyes to see Olivia’s own tightly closed. She touched her fingers to Olivia’s cheek, running them down along her chin, until the tender green of Olivia’s eyes slowly appeared.

 

“Yeah…so.”

 

Olivia lifted one eyebrow, teasing, “So?”

 

Natalia chuckled, “I’ve waited so long to do that and now I don’t know what to do.”

 

“Yeah you do.” Olivia squeezed the hand in hers, willing Natalia the courage she herself had somehow lost. She needed her to lead. She needed to know that Natalia really wanted this.

 

Natalia tilted her head to the side, reading the slightly cautious look in Olivia’s eyes, “Yeah, I do.”

 

Still holding Olivia’s hand, she pulled her into the house and locked the door. Olivia’s heart started to race at the seemingly normal gesture. At least normal to anyone else, but Natalia never locked the door and for Olivia that only meant one thing. Nobody was interrupting them tonight.

 

Slowly, Olivia followed as Natalia turned off light after light until they silently walked up the stairs together. When they got to the hallway, Natalia turned to Olivia, who was looking suspiciously at the bedroom door.

 

Natalia became concerned, worrying if she had read her all wrong, “You know, if you don’t want to, I mean…I know this is kind of unusual,” she looked down at her slightly protruding belly, “and not very sexy, so if you want to wait or…”

 

Olivia shook herself out of her stupor, realizing what Natalia was trying to say, “Wait, no! What, do you think that I don’t find you attractive?”

 

“Well…”

 

Olivia laughed then, a full-on laugh, that made Natalia smile. She put her hands up to cup Natalia’s face, “You are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid eyes on. This...,” she ran her hand down over Natalia’s belly, “does NOT turn me off. In fact, it only makes me love you more.”

 

Natalia shivered at the words and the close proximity of Olivia’s body as she came closer. One of Olivia’s hands wrapped around her waist as the other moved up into her hair, and before Natalia could focus on what was happening, Olivia was kissing her. She moaned and melted into Olivia’s arms, her own hands going to Olivia’s hips and holding her tightly in place against her.

 

With one hand, Natalia reached for the door knob and opened it, then pulled Olivia backwards into the room. Boxes were strewn everywhere and some were open with clothes hanging over the edges. A box of makeup sat on the bed and Natalia tried to push it off without breaking their kiss. Olivia pulled away and caught it before it tumbled over, setting the box gently on the floor.

 

Olivia giggled at Natalia, “Feeling a little anxious?”

 

Natalia nodded, “Among other things.”

 

“Oh?”

 

Natalia found she couldn’t keep her hands off of Olivia and ran them over her shoulders, arms, down her chest just shy of her breasts, “Can’t say this hasn’t been a long time coming. There’s a lot of anticipation.”

 

Olivia took Natalia’s hands, stilling them from their restless wandering, “No pressure.”

 

Natalia’s voice was almost a whine, “I just want to be with you.”

 

“And I want to be with you,” she kissed her forehead then, “Tell you what. I’m going to go to the bathroom. You get more comfortable, and I’ll be back out in a bit.”

 

She started to move but Natalia held on tight, “No. I want to undress you. I want to touch you while I do it.” She swallowed down her nervousness and continued, “And I want to kiss you everywhere I touch, every inch of you. I want to know every part of you, Olivia. Don’t go.”

 

Olivia let out a shaky breath and used a hand to lift Natalia’s eyes to look at her, “Okay. I’m all yours.”

 

Natalia responded by simply closing her eyes and letting her body lead. She ran her fingers along the edge of Olivia’s brown shirt, then leaned in to let her lips follow their path. Olivia’s breath hitched when Natalia got to the dip between her breasts and wound her fingers into Natalia’s long dark hair to steady herself. Natalia’s mouth came up and along the other side of Olivia’s neck, nudging it backwards until the smooth column of skin was vulnerable to her.

 

Feeling emboldened by Olivia’s moans and breathy sighs, she moved her hands to Olivia’s waist, seeking out the edge of her shirt and running her fingers underneath until soft, warm skin greeted them. Suddenly, it wasn’t enough for her. Natalia wanted to feel Olivia against her, skin-to-skin, and she quickly yanked Olivia’s shirt off, followed by her own, before moving back in to kiss her. It was hard and needy and Olivia held on to her, their bra covered breasts teasing each other.

 

“Get it off,” Natalia’s shaking hands struggled with the clasp of Olivia’s bra so Olivia reached around and helped her. Her own bra then was quickly disgarded into the growing pile on the floor.

 

Natalia felt electrified everywhere their skin touched, and she didn’t feel like she’d ever get close enough to her. She reached around and down Olivia’s ass and pulled her close. Olivia ran her hands up the outside of Natalia’s thighs, hiking her jean skirt up higher and higher. She mimicked Natalia’s movement from before and reached around to pull her closer.

 

“Off. Too many clothes.” Natalia gasped around their kisses that were growing more fervent by the second. Olivia backed up and she took the opportunity to remove her skirt and panties and toss them aside, before tugging at the waistband of her own pants. She struggled for a moment before getting the button undone and the zipper down.

 

When Olivia was finally free of all of her clothes, Natalia looked down at her and felt her knees buckle. She slipped down onto the mattress and simply took in the exquisite beauty of the woman before her.

 

She ran her hands over the skin of Olivia’s stomach, feeling the muscles tense and relax, “You’re so beautiful.”

 

She punctuated the compliment with a kiss just above Olivia’s bellybutton, “So beautiful.”

 

She continued kissing her, every inch of her stomach covered in damp kisses following the traces of her fingers, until her hands slid up and over tight nipples, rising higher then around and lifting as her mouth settled over it. Both of Olivia’s hands came up and bunched in Natalia’s hair, holding tight, “Oh God, Natalia.”

 

The more Olivia moved against her, moaned and said her name in that rough whisper, the harder Natalia sucked. She loved the feel of Olivia’s nipple against her tongue and she let her teeth play with the tip, teasing it until it was painfully erect and Olivia hissed in appreciation. Then she switched and moved to the other, relentless in her pursuit of Olivia’s sounds of approval.

 

Finally, Olivia tugged at her head, pulling her away. Natalia looked up to Olivia’s smoldering eyes, the passion in them boiling over, burning her in its intensity. Olivia leaned down and pulled her into a desperate kiss, her tongue seeking out more of her. She pulled away again and ran her teeth along Natalia’s earlobe, “Lay back.”

 

Natalia did as she was told and Olivia moved between her legs, urging her to move further back onto the mattress. She climbed up on the bed between Natalia’s legs, sliding her hands along the firm thighs spread around her own then up and over the slight swell of Natalia’s belly, until she was braced on one hand over Natalia. Her other hand ran slow circles over every inch of Natalia, except where she ached for her.

 

She was lightheaded from the barely there touch of Olivia’s skin gliding against her own. She could feel the tickle of course hair against her thighs and her muscles clenched in anticipation. She gripped the wandering hand in her own, pulling it to her lips and kissing the palm. Olivia’s eyes closed and her mouth fell open.

 

Natalia felt bold and she ran her tongue along Olivia’s wrist over the palm and to the webbing next to her thumb where she sucked the sensitive skin.

 

“Jesus, Natalia.” Olivia’s hips surged against her and she sucked harder, using her other hand to enclose Olivia’s waist and pull her closer.

 

The rush of contact was raw and Natalia raised her hips to meet Olivia, “Please.”

 

Olivia leaned close, almost but not quite kissing her, aching for that intimate touch but at the words, held back, “Please what?”

 

Even as Natalia yearned to intensify the contact, rolling her hips into Olivia, she struggled to put a voice to her need.  To say it, made it real. Took away all the doubt and fear, giving in to the desire that had been growing between them. Olivia’s hand drifted over her breast, lightly teasing her overly sensitive nipple and then tugging firmly but gently. 

 

Natalia arched her back and hissed. Olivia ran her tongue teasingly over Natalia’s lips, “What do you want, baby?”

 

Olivia ran her hand down to the softly rounded hips below her and waited. Natalia’s eyes opened and she forced herself to focus on the green eyes that were now a startling emerald, eyes so alive with passion and life. She studied the full lips, tracing a fingertip over them and was stunned by her body’s response to those same lips parting and a welcoming tongue poking out to tease her finger.

 

“Touch me. I need you to touch me.”

 

Natalia held her gaze as Olivia moved a little up to her knees, ensuring she didn’t put unnecessary pressure on Natalia’s stomach, and angled her hand between their bodies. The first touch took Natalia’s breath away and the ache in her body that had become a nearly constant torture began to throb with painful persistence. Olivia slid easily along her, watching her face and body for silent messages. 

 

What she saw was a woman on the edge, giving her body over to love, taking the final leap of faith with her. While their attraction certainly was physical, something was passing between her and Natalia that transcended the body, and went beyond any kind of pleasure they may experience here. It was a connection and understanding – deep, pure, and timeless. Natalia was her soulmate. The one she had been destined for all her life.

 

The knowledge opened something in Olivia, and as she slid into Natalia, she claimed this love and the woman who harbored it with hope and acceptance. Home was no longer a building made of bricks and wood, it was Natalia. It was the love they had forged and built with patience and tenacity, a force built on mechanics that went deeper than Natalia’s impending climax could contain. This love went beyond them and through them, extending into worlds they had yet to discover, and the intensity of it startled Olivia.

 

As Olivia pressed into Natalia, forging an intimacy that eclipsed everything she had known or would know, she took Natalia over the edge whispering tender words and unspoken passions, and when Natalia simply said, “I love you,” Olivia knew that finally…she was home.